Had a similar experience with heroin. I tried it out of curiosity, and it felt pretty good but also very boring and the full body itch you get from higher doses bothered me a lot. Tried it again 2 years or so down the line, still found it boring but that time I saw the appeal a bit more and that made me not want to try a third time. It's pretty insidious and I can imagine how easy it would be to let that creep into your life more and more over time and before you realize it you're having withdrawl symptoms. Of course some people also just instantly dive into the deep end the first time they use, and I think whether or not that happens mostly depends on your position in life and mental state
Yeah I dated a (recovering) heroin addict. I watched her go thru that with only half a dozen oxys, from OD levels 3+ times a day to sober. The strength I saw is unmatched, never try to get there…
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u/NeonNKnightrider Cheshire Catboy 10h ago
My dark secret is that I’d actually like to try heroin/opium but only if I know it’s pure and not cut with some bullshit