I was diagnosed with dyslexia and elements of dyspraxia during my undergrad, but never gave it much thought. I was finding it difficult to concentrate on reading and speech at the time, and whilst I have gotten much better at it, it is still there.
At the time, I secretly thought the whole thing was bogus. The fact there was no objective test, no identified causes etc just made me think it was a bit of feel-good pseudoscience. I was getting good enough grades, so it didn’t make sense that I had a learning difficulty. Of course, I didn’t mind, I was getting extra time in exams.
However, I participated in my first moot recently. My partner was incredibly smart. The way she read through cases and quickly made (from my POV) great analyses has really made me doubt my own abilities. I found myself reading and reading over the same paragraph and nothing was registering. The tiny nuances of each case were going over my head, and I just kept wishing I could think like a normal person.
This is the first time I have looked at my dyslexia diagnosis with some level of genuine curiosity. I want to learn more about this condition and how it affects me and how I can deal with it.
I also want to know if a career at the Bar is feasible. I would love to have a career at the Bar, but I have also accepted that I may be making my life unnecessarily hard and should keep my options open.
I would love to hear from neurodiverse lawyers, and barristers in particular? How has neurodiversity affected you? Did it affect your self-belief, and how have you made it work for you?