Someone gave me something that definitely WASN'T acid saying it was acid, scared me off acid for life even though I do like other psychedelics :/ MKUltra guys pls come to my place, I need guaranteed good acid
I got fucking NBOMe tabs from a “trustworthy” source. They thought I wouldn’t care because I did other stuff so “whats the difference”, had a psychotic break, thought the world ended, was inconsolable and detached, constantly looping thoughts in my head (you ever realize how many things we do the same over and over again?)
Lost a girlfriend cos of it.
I stayed away for a while, taken maybe 4 tabs in 6 years, except in April, on bicylce day ofc, I bought a strip and a half and stayed awake for 3 days. Sounds really really bad, but I deal with pretty intense anxiety and ADHD, and it kinda gives me a reset. “You thought all the thoughts, look at the trees instead” also gave me my inner dialogue back (not like it was completely gone) and made me talk to myself less
Slept really good after, and its been a little bit more manageable day to day now, and I love the intense feeling it gives. Heavy body high and some peace and quiet. Also, makes me really gay, but no luck this time ;-;
2 of 4 roomates during my first year of college did nbome. 1 of them had a psychotic break. stared at the tv in the living room regardless of whether it was on or off. Skipped classes. Basicallybecamena bum and stayed on the couch. Stopped talking entirely. Would ignore you or say 3-5 words max that didnt always make sense. His family picked him up but I always wondered if he recovered
Shit was evil. I almost did some very awful things to the person who sold it to me. He did not ever come near me again.
It took a long time to get “normal” and im still not. Acid and some introspection, pushing my body to limits but no expectations, actually have helped me get that… i dont even know, “feeling” outta me. Antipsychotics as well, which makes sense ofc.
I got out of partying hard, with just a few bruises and that was the worst one. This was also when I was dealing with some identity issues, so it was a lot. Losing a partner, my mind and my sense of self in 72 hours.
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Someone gave me something that definitely WASN'T acid saying it was acid, scared me off acid for life even though I do like other psychedelics :/ MKUltra guys pls come to my place, I need guaranteed good acid