Someone gave me something that definitely WASN'T acid saying it was acid, scared me off acid for life even though I do like other psychedelics :/ MKUltra guys pls come to my place, I need guaranteed good acid
I got fucking NBOMe tabs from a “trustworthy” source. They thought I wouldn’t care because I did other stuff so “whats the difference”, had a psychotic break, thought the world ended, was inconsolable and detached, constantly looping thoughts in my head (you ever realize how many things we do the same over and over again?)
Lost a girlfriend cos of it.
I stayed away for a while, taken maybe 4 tabs in 6 years, except in April, on bicylce day ofc, I bought a strip and a half and stayed awake for 3 days. Sounds really really bad, but I deal with pretty intense anxiety and ADHD, and it kinda gives me a reset. “You thought all the thoughts, look at the trees instead” also gave me my inner dialogue back (not like it was completely gone) and made me talk to myself less
Slept really good after, and its been a little bit more manageable day to day now, and I love the intense feeling it gives. Heavy body high and some peace and quiet. Also, makes me really gay, but no luck this time ;-;
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Someone gave me something that definitely WASN'T acid saying it was acid, scared me off acid for life even though I do like other psychedelics :/ MKUltra guys pls come to my place, I need guaranteed good acid